I jus want yall 2 know!!!

To Wesley and Jessica, Im going to miss yall. I jus want yall to know that no matter wut anybody has to say this is a good thing for yall and I support yall 100% so go for it. Though I am happy for yall I'm going to miss yall so much. I have already begin to miss yall and I want yall to know u killing me how da hell I'm going to get all the way up there......GNR!! but keep your heads up be safe and keep in touch defiantly. I Love yall and have a safe trip.

Jus another day......

Well 2day Ive been observing my surroundings and I don't know how 2 respond its weird how people treat u 1 way when no1 is around and another when they r..... well silly me u need more details right. Well I have this friend and they r so cool and understanding when were by ourselves but when they are other people involved they act as though I am not there or always have something rude 2 say.......so is this an act of phony or is this person just ashamed 2 admit how they really feel confused ...............help! PLEASE!!!

Babydaddy!!!

Well Ive been dating this guy for 3 years b4 we had our beautiful son together he helped me raise my daughter from 3mos. and till this day and probably 4ever she has and will call him daddy, because thats what he has and will always be 2 her. Well while he is not a perfect father he is a very good 1. But as far as our relationship it is rather complicated it all started with a crush I had on him while working at a restaurant ( he was my trainer) he and I were both dating other people when we met so I don't think he looked at me that way but I thought he was so sexy. Well I broke up wit my boyfriend at the time (which is my daughters father) and he coincidentally was breaking up with his girlfriend at the time well maybe 2mos later (Oct. 2004) we stated flirting and hanging out (the "talking" stage) and in Dec. 2004 we started dating. We hit it off real good the sex was good, we spent time together, he kept my daughter while I worked, it was just great. In May of 2005, I got an apartment and we moved in together and it was the best days of our relationship until I was robbed in Oct.2005 and we moved in with his mother which was complicated....... Well in Feb. 2006 he asked me marry him and of course I said yes and was so excited!! I started planning our wedding and then found out I was pregnant with our son in Aug. 2006 and I had our son in April 2007 we were so happy until 4mos. (Aug. 2007) later we were looking for an apartment 2 move out of his moms house and I wrote a mean letter out of stress and said somethings I really didn't mean and he found it and was upset so we broke up and he moved out and left me at his moms. While I am still currently living with his mom we still have a friends with benefits relationship and he is also my best friend threw all of that and I am still in love with him with a 50/50 chance of us ever getting back 2 gether I don't know if and why I should wait for him 2 be mine again.